lilith10
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Name: Samantha
Location: United States
Relationship Status:Single
About Me:Well, I can't believe I'm actually about to say this, but I'm primarily on this site to watch the rough anal scenes. I never in a million years thought I'd be attracted to a site like this, but over the years I've come to desire being dominated and put into submission.
First off, I'm enjoying the anal rape videos. Does this mean I would ever actually want to be anally raped or condone it? Of course not! Rapists need to be punished and locked up to the severest possible degree. Also, when not ready for anal sex, it can hurt.... BAD! And nobody would want to actually experience that type of pain.
However, I don't know why, but there is part of me that wants to just be utterly dominated and fucked into oblivion! I want to be pinned down, tied up, gagged, choked, and, well, raped. I don't understand the impulse myself, and I felt guilty for years for desiring it, but no more. It's the way I feel and I can't help it.
Before I continue, I just want to say that I used to hate porn in general because I thought it promoted disrespect and violence toward women. Well, I've done a complete 180 on that. Now, I think porn, in particular rape porn, is a healthy outlet for some of the darker fantasies many of us harbor but would rather not admit to, even to ourselves. Because of this type of porn, we can engage in those fantasies on some level instead of just allowing them to fester and grow and, eventually, leading us to engage in actual unhealthy behavior. Anyway, this porn represents things that in real life are truly reprehensible, but some dark side of us is curious about them, why not make videos that allows us to fulfill that curiosity so long as nobody is actually hurt or exploited?
So there's my stance one the actual porn. But about some of these anal rape videos that depict the women crying and struggling and all that... I don't know, I just identify with them so much and wish I was them! I enjoy the struggling and the crying and the forced penetration. I do not enjoy the ones that are overly violent, however. Those one's make me sick, like that one with the woman from the Matrix part II who is shown being anally raped in a subway station? The video is superb... just the right amount of begging, crying, and struggling I like in a good anal rape video. But then at the end it shows the rapist punching her and that just makes my stomach churn and almost want to cry, because it brings me back to the reality of what REAL rape is. So maybe that help helps explain a little what I'm interested in and why.
I also like the depictions of younger women. I like this because it transports me back to a time before I lost my innocence and started learning about sex. It reminds me of when every experience was fresh and new. I HATE depictions of anyone underage, lets get that clear. But I do like the porn that shows that area where the women are barely legal, to use that term. Young enough to still look like they don't know what the hell is happening to them or don't know what they're doing, that sort of thing. It allows me to reexperience those feelings of sexual exploration, I guess.
When you marry depictions of younger women getting anally raped, well I like those all the better.
On other matters, I love ATM. Not because it's dirty, but because I view it as ultra clean. The way I see it, if a woman is willing to put an object or cock that just came out of her own ass or that of someone else, it must mean that that person's ass was very clean. Since I hate scat or dirty anal, to watch ATMs being performed arouses the hell out of me, because, in my mind, it's demonstrating the cleanliness of the person's ass. It's proof that it's clean, in other words. This makes anal scenes more arousing for me and I absolutely love watching it. And I'm being perfectly honest here, I have done and enjoy performing ATMs in real life. In fact, I will normally only have anal sex (which I love!) if I'm clean enough to perform an ATM. Unfortunately, given the amount of effort and time it takes to get that clean, I don't do anal nearly as often as I would like. But when I do, I can tell you this: the surprise my man gets when I take his cock straight from my ass to my mouth normally gets him to blow his load right then and there! And I don't mind... a mouth full of cum is a nice little reward for the ass pounding I took, in my opinion lol. I've never had a threeway in which I sucked a cock from another woman's ass, but I've fantasied about it. Whether I could actually go through with it, I don't know. Because, at least when it's my own ass, I've been up there and know exactly how clean it is. With another woman I have to take their word for it and I have to accept their standards of what "clean" is, and their might not meet my criteria. So, while I am SO turned on about doing ATM with another girl, I'm not sure I am willing. Maybe if I was high enough lol.
Anyway, as you might be able to tell from this little glimpse, I'm a pretty fucked up person sexually lol! But I'm oh so much fun, I guarantee you that ;-) And I just want to reiterate: I DO NOT condone rape or forced sex of any kind. I just have fantasies about being forced and some of these videos help satisfy that fantasy in me.
About Me:
Well, I can't believe I'm actually about to say this, but I'm primarily on this site to watch the rough anal scenes. I never in a million years thought I'd be attracted to a site like this, but over the years I've come to desire being dominated and put into submission.
First off, I'm enjoying the anal rape videos. Does this mean I would ever actually want to be anally raped or condone it? Of course not! Rapists need to be punished and locked up to the severest possible degree. Also, when not ready for anal sex, it can hurt.... BAD! And nobody would want to actually experience that type of pain.
However, I don't know why, but there is part of me that wants to just be utterly dominated and fucked into oblivion! I want to be pinned down, tied up, gagged, choked, and, well, raped. I don't understand the impulse myself, and I felt guilty for years for desiring it, but no more. It's the way I feel and I can't help it.
Before I continue, I just want to say that I used to hate porn in general because I thought it promoted disrespect and violence toward women. Well, I've done a complete 180 on that. Now, I think porn, in particular rape porn, is a healthy outlet for some of the darker fantasies many of us harbor but would rather not admit to, even to ourselves. Because of this type of porn, we can engage in those fantasies on some level instead of just allowing them to fester and grow and, eventually, leading us to engage in actual unhealthy behavior. Anyway, this porn represents things that in real life are truly reprehensible, but some dark side of us is curious about them, why not make videos that allows us to fulfill that curiosity so long as nobody is actually hurt or exploited?
So there's my stance one the actual porn. But about some of these anal rape videos that depict the women crying and struggling and all that... I don't know, I just identify with them so much and wish I was them! I enjoy the struggling and the crying and the forced penetration. I do not enjoy the ones that are overly violent, however. Those one's make me sick, like that one with the woman from the Matrix part II who is shown being anally raped in a subway station? The video is superb... just the right amount of begging, crying, and struggling I like in a good anal rape video. But then at the end it shows the rapist punching her and that just makes my stomach churn and almost want to cry, because it brings me back to the reality of what REAL rape is. So maybe that help helps explain a little what I'm interested in and why.
I also like the depictions of younger women. I like this because it transports me back to a time before I lost my innocence and started learning about sex. It reminds me of when every experience was fresh and new. I HATE depictions of anyone underage, lets get that clear. But I do like the porn that shows that area where the women are barely legal, to use that term. Young enough to still look like they don't know what the hell is happening to them or don't know what they're doing, that sort of thing. It allows me to reexperience those feelings of sexual exploration, I guess.
When you marry depictions of younger women getting anally raped, well I like those all the better.
On other matters, I love ATM. Not because it's dirty, but because I view it as ultra clean. The way I see it, if a woman is willing to put an object or cock that just came out of her own ass or that of someone else, it must mean that that person's ass was very clean. Since I hate scat or dirty anal, to watch ATMs being performed arouses the hell out of me, because, in my mind, it's demonstrating the cleanliness of the person's ass. It's proof that it's clean, in other words. This makes anal scenes more arousing for me and I absolutely love watching it. And I'm being perfectly honest here, I have done and enjoy performing ATMs in real life. In fact, I will normally only have anal sex (which I love!) if I'm clean enough to perform an ATM. Unfortunately, given the amount of effort and time it takes to get that clean, I don't do anal nearly as often as I would like. But when I do, I can tell you this: the surprise my man gets when I take his cock straight from my ass to my mouth normally gets him to blow his load right then and there! And I don't mind... a mouth full of cum is a nice little reward for the ass pounding I took, in my opinion lol. I've never had a threeway in which I sucked a cock from another woman's ass, but I've fantasied about it. Whether I could actually go through with it, I don't know. Because, at least when it's my own ass, I've been up there and know exactly how clean it is. With another woman I have to take their word for it and I have to accept their standards of what "clean" is, and their might not meet my criteria. So, while I am SO turned on about doing ATM with another girl, I'm not sure I am willing. Maybe if I was high enough lol.
Anyway, as you might be able to tell from this little glimpse, I'm a pretty fucked up person sexually lol! But I'm oh so much fun, I guarantee you that ;-) And I just want to reiterate: I DO NOT condone rape or forced sex of any kind. I just have fantasies about being forced and some of these videos help satisfy that fantasy in me.